hell with it,
i'm pissed off.

too pissed and upset with what my mum said,
i wonder if "it's" comin'...so soon?
my old habits are comin' back.
i hope i don't kill too many braincells with
what i'm doing.

i'm abt to break.
and i don't see why i should be.
but still..it's raging in me.

i might simply bite my hand off in anger.

i might accidentally plunge my headband into my sculp.

i guess it's in my genes,
cause they are too like me..in another way.

i'm hell'a kid.