i'm sick and fustrated with myself.

i know v.c is a good course..but i fuckin want adm..
but hell no..i'm stupid with my doings..

i'm desperate. the other interview is in 2weeks..
i needa sign up for nyp first..then back down if miracle happens for me
for lasalle.
screw myself.

i'm not anything good.
but i'm gonna make a (hope for ) a miracle to happen.

aja hwighting!