I know nothing wasn't gonna be easy.
Being hard on myself will at least make me wake up.
To push myself to the rear end so i'll know how scary it'll be.
I think I must be crazy, I want it so bad that I could just cry.
But come to think of it.. i haven't been so serious of something in a long time..
actually.. nevr .. accept cca in secondary school.
but .. is fashion what i really want?

What keeps me happy is when i hang with my girlfriends.
It's when I listen to songs..
It's when I watch shows..then i'll feel guilty.

time management.. nvr really good with that.
now when i have full head all about it ..
i feel like going out is just a waste of time..
wow Debbie wow..

I dunno what the hell i talking anymore..

I'll be find, somehow. :)