It ain't fun and games anymore.
I'd like to question myself, why arn't i more open socially?
gotta do what it takes for my career.

to be hated or to be liked is far too useless to be in thought.
one should very well concentrate on what's in front and erase all
feelings if necessary.
then again, that wouldn't make me human at all, would it?
what is feelings?

seriously, i am annoyed by questions alrd.
thank you grey matters, you make me even more headache.

to idolise to some would mean desperate but to some would just be
a source of entertainment.
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not getting married at an early age is no longer a weird thought,
which comes down to me..
do i care if i'm 30 and not married?
if career works well for me, why not?