i'm desperately wanting to reach where i wanna go.
i'm afraid of the results ..
i'm scared that i'll distance myself.
i'm really bad..
i'll become a nun one day.
i want it so bad that i could think so hard till i cry.
i'm sucha fucked up kid..
and not so happy..
especially when it's THAT bad that i want it.
i want to make my mum proud..
i want to earn lots of money for my parents.
i would die for the goals i wanna reach.

if i'm dared to do crazy stuff... i'd probably would.
then again.. i was told nvr to do it cause it just makes me brainless.
i don't like to be looked because i'm a girl.. i should behave like one.
i am who i am and i don't give a fuck.. unless it's neccessary for a change..
it will happen sooner or ltr.

i blog when i feel deeply.